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It's like that initial taste of bitter chocolate, that eye squint, until the bittersweet flavor envelops the tongue. It's like tasting the lemonade, when mom forgot the sugar, when your whole mouth puckers in shock. You never really expect half of it, but when it happens, there not much you can do. So, you just keep breathing, hanging on, because eventually, that bittersweet taste will be gone.  The lemonade will be sweetened, and the world still rotates. Never stand still, when you have so much to explore. --- Update! Aloha all!!! So I've pretty much stopped drawing, not because I hate it or anything like that, but I just can't find i

If I keep pushing myself, I can get where I want to be. If I just take one more step, I'll be that much closer to my goal. If I'm still moving, I'm still alive.

I'm not sure what to write... So I'll fill you in on basically this whole year up till now Umm it's been a whirlwind of an adventure, both good and bad. So I guess I'll start with the bad? so we can end on a happy note. okay here it goes. (There is emotional swearing and frustrations galore, just a warning it's pretty much a year long rant). So this year I've had a couple mental breakdowns and anxiety/panic attacks.  The anxiety and panic attacks were caused by my car overheating because the water pump is breaking.  It would overheated so bad THE ENTIRE CAR WOULD SHUT DOWN AND THE WHEEL WOULD LOCK, it also wouldn't start back up.  I wo