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I feel lonelier surrounded by everyone, than if I had just been by myself.

I was invited to a New years party, one I can't take part in because I had attended last year and i don't want to feel the same  way this year.  I always end up at the end of the long table, exiled, while everyone else chit chats away the night in a language I can't speak.  no one ever really makes an effort to talk to me and when they do it just seems so forced on their behalf.  I'd rather spare myself the heartache this year but it's too late, the tears just won't stop. 
I mean like I do really want to go, and the person who invited me really wants me to go too, but I'm always left so lonely it hurts and I can't hold back my tears now.

I understand the feeling of being left out, so at parties I try to always talk to everyone and make sure no one feels that lonely feeling, because it's a time to have fun, not feel alone in a sea of strangers.  

I hope this lonely feeling departs soon, it's no way to bring in the New Year.
  • Mood: Anguish
I feel lonelier surrounded by everyone, than if I had just been by myself.

I was invited to a New years party, one I can't take part in because I had attended last year and i don't want to feel the same  way this year.  I always end up at the end of the long table, exiled, while everyone else chit chats away the night in a language I can't speak.  no one ever really makes an effort to talk to me and when they do it just seems so forced on their behalf.  I'd rather spare myself the heartache this year but it's too late, the tears just won't stop. 
I mean like I do really want to go, and the person who invited me really wants me to go too, but I'm always left so lonely it hurts and I can't hold back my tears now.

I understand the feeling of being left out, so at parties I try to always talk to everyone and make sure no one feels that lonely feeling, because it's a time to have fun, not feel alone in a sea of strangers.  

I hope this lonely feeling departs soon, it's no way to bring in the New Year.
  • Mood: Anguish

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Cateaclysmic Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2013  Professional Artisan Crafter
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78257 Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2013
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Kezzamin Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2013  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the favourite!
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78257 Featured By Owner Jan 8, 2013
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Juhua Featured By Owner Dec 27, 2012  Student
Hey, thanks for the favorite! I appreciate!
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78257 Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2013
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Kearse Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
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78257 Featured By Owner Dec 16, 2012
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78257 Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012
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